April 30, 2024
Talk With Middle Adults: Finding and Maintaining a Healthy Community
Reflect on the joy of forming bonds that outlast life's fleeting moments with us, RA and Jaquetta, as we take you on a laughter-laced excursion through memory lane. We'll unwrap the stories that have become the fabric of our enduring friendship, born in the harmonious halls of Furman University's gospel choir. From name mix-ups to life's trials and triumphs, we'll share how the people who uplift and energize us, rather than drain us, played pivotal roles in our lives. The tapestry of anecdotes we weave together illustrates how nurturing connections with others can catalyze growth and understanding. No social media filters, just pure, unadulterated human connection – we discuss the foundation of trust and shared experiences that have cemented our relationships.
Chapters
00:05 - Building Lifelong Friendships Through Community
10:16 - Nurturing Authentic Friendships Without Social Media
24:45 - Building Community Through Shared Values
31:55 - Unlearned Podcast
Transcript
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Hello everybody and welcome once again to the Unlearned Podcast.
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I am your host, ruth Abigail aka RA, and this is the podcast that is helping you gain the courage to change your mind so that you can experience more freedom, and I am here with my co-host.
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What's up, jaquita?
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Hello friends, it's good to Jaquita.
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Hello friends, it's good to be here again.
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We're going to have a great ride.
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Yeah, we are, yeah, we are.
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So, for those of you that are just tuning in, this is the segment for me and Jaquita to talk about some things we've unlearned, primarily in our 20s to get us to Middle adult, middle adulting, middle adult, middle adulting, middle adulting.
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Okay, we have a fairly decent middle adult life and we had to unlearn some things to get there, so we want to talk about it.
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How's that let's talk about it man, that's all right, let's talk about it.
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So we actually we met in our 20s.
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We're coming up on we met at 18.
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When I say in our 20s.
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No, ma'am, it's not the same.
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What I mean is 18.
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When you get old, you start equating the numbers we met in our 20s.
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No, ma'am, 18 and 20 are different.
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They're very different.
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No, you're not wrong.
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My apologies.
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We met when we were 18.
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Wow, we met when we were 18.
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For 25 people that you have community, that you enjoy, that pour into you, that are life-giving, not life-sucking, and so I have an incredible community, and Quida is part of it, and so we just want to talk a little bit about what that's like and kind of how we got there, the ups and downs, the highs and lows, all the different things.
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So, quida, you want to tell the people how our friendship started.
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Yes, I would love to tell the people how our friendship started.
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Yes, I would love to tell the people how our friendship started.
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Thank you so much, ruth Abigail.
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Ruth Abigail, poor, she was a poor, lonely soul.
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That's unnecessary.
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College it's unnecessary.
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We had to bring her out of the depths of the things that she I don't want to tell the story.
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I don't want you telling the story anymore.
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I'm not going to tell the story.
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I'm not going to tell the story.
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But anyway, ruth and I were both on the gospel choir together at Furman University, the Furman University.
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Go Dents alright Always always.
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That's why Ruth is wearing her purple and white hoodie because she loves Fur, sherman.
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So much, sure.
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But we were both on the gospel choir together and we were both really passionate freshmen on the gospel choir.
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We both really loved the gospel choir.
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Our choir director shout out, miss Gwen, gwen.
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Man.
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Shout out Miss Gwen.
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Every Christmas man.
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Shout out Miss Gwen.
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Every Christmas holiday she used to invite us over.
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She used to make that macaroni, that red velvet cake, the yam Okay, yeah, miss Gwen was the absolute best.
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Anyways, ruth Abigail had kind of not talked to me much through our time at Furman, besides one chance meeting where we really had a little skedaddle about how to say her name.
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She was trying to convince me that her name was Ruth Abigail.
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I left that meeting saying I'm going to call that girl Ruth, because that was before I knew black people had double names.
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But I was happy to acquiesce.
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But anyways, we met on gospel choir, ruth Abigail.
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Then, randomly, we exchanged numbers that night because we were supposed to play spades and then that never happened, long story.
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But Ruth Abigail then calls me randomly and I'm all excited, hold on hold on hold, on hold, on hold on.
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Yeah, hold on, Cause this is important.
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So I was out with a different group of people and they start.
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They said we're going to play a phone, we're going to play a game.
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I said, okay, cool.
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So they said give me your phone.
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I said, okay, cool.
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So, then you scroll through.
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So I.
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The deal is they scroll through and then they scroll through your contacts, they tell them to stop and then, whoever they call, you got to pick up the phone and try to figure out who it is without looking at your phone.
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So I said, OK, cool, by the way, this is not something you can do past the age of about 21.
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So we, so we did it and I called.
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And you have to understand, I grew up in an all white high school.
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Most of my friends were white at the time, honestly, and I called and you have to understand, like I grew up in a uh, uh, all white high school.
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Most of my friends were white at the time, honestly, and I knew I mean, I had black friends and I knew who they were, but I knew this wasn't any of them and I was like I noticed somebody black on the phone, but I don't know who this is.
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And that just took me a minute and she was just talking and talking and I was acting like I knew who it was talking and talking and I was acting like I knew who it was and then it clicked about 30 seconds in.
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I said oh, it's Jaquita.
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And she was like oh yeah, who do you think it was talking to?
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So that's how it happened.
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Alright.
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So, yeah, that is the trifling beginnings of our friendship.
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Ruth, abigail Prank called me didn't know it was me.
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I'm over here, excited to talk to her, and then she goes oh, is I'm over here, excited to talk to her, and then she goes oh, is this Jaquina?
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And I'm like I've been watching for 20 minutes and also I have this very distinct, beautiful voice.
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It shouldn't have taken me that long, but that's neither here nor there.
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I think, you know, ruth, honestly, it was like one of those moments, like the moment we clicked.
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We clicked, you know, like when we finally like figured out that we were supposed to be friends.
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Like it was like an immediate, like this person is supposed to ride with me, like for life.
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And I think I felt like that about all of the people that we were friends with in college, like every person that we met with.
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You know, shout out Joy, shout out Jhane, shout out Ashley, shout out Monique.
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Shout out Joy, shout out Jhane, shout out Ashley, shout out Monique.
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You know, like everybody that we met with in those college years, that like kind of became a part of our crew.
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Like it was just like an instant, like connection, where you just knew that like that person was going to be one of your forever friends.
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And I think college gives you a really like like, just like a really like saturated season to like kind of find your people right, everybody that you meet in college is not that person, right.
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Right, you do have people who are in your life for just a season.
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You have people who are in your life for a reason, but there are some people who are just like your forever friends, right, and college, I think, presents an opportunity to really meet those people and develop really, really deep connections because you're around them all the time.
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But what I'm finding with most people who are in their 20s, like right after that college season, is that they don't have that saturated environment to meet people anymore, and so it's really difficult to continue to grow in community when you're not in community with people anymore.
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Right, like, you're at church, you might be at church, you might be at work, you might be, you know, doing your thing, you might be traveling a lot, but college, like, we lived with each other for four years you know what I'm saying and so it was really easy to build that community and to build a really deep and lasting connection.
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So one thing that I think that I have conversations with people all the time about is I don't know how to make friends now that I'm outside of this environment.
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And so that's something that I think is a really significant part of your growth from young adulthood to middle adulthood.
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And I think it's.
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There's something really interesting and key that I think you know is a key part of our story that we kind of gloss over.
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But it's important is that the reason we met is because we found a common.
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We met in a common because we liked a common thing, and so I didn't go to the gospel.
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I went to the gospel choir because I enjoyed gospel music.
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I didn't necessarily expect to find friends.
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I mean, I think there was a little bit of that, but I wasn't there to get friends.
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I was there to participate in something I enjoyed.
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So, I think that one of the ways that in, even if you're not in an environment where community is just kind of around you.
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You gotta, you gotta have to spend some time figuring out what do I like, what do I enjoy, and put yourself in that environment, because you start off on common ground when you think, okay, what do I?
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Just what's a thing that I could do and you don't have to have friends to jump into that.
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No.
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You might find friends into it.
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But I will let me, I'll dig a little deeper.
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When we talk about community and friendship, I also think the first thing you've got to be very sure of is who you are.
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You won't be able to, you won't be able to build quality friendships without first knowing who you are, having a clear understanding of your identity and what you enjoy like really digging into that with no shame, with no guilt about it, with don't judge yourself about it, be real about it, like this is what I like to do, you know and this is what I, this is who I am, and present that, and then you'll, you'll, you know, you'll, the right people will start to talk to you.
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Well, I also think that, like it's, it really is like present what you know about yourself now and be in a safe environment where who you are can flourish.
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Right, like, I think a lot of times we are putting ourselves into bad soil and we're wondering why we don't see any fruit.
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It's not that there's anything wrong with you.
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Is that you keep putting yourself into unsafe environments and you're not going to flourish If the soil is not deep enough.
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Your roots cannot grow deep in that place.
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Right, and I think that what our friend group allowed for us to do was that there was enough depth within all of us to be able to create an environment.
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Like, I don't know everything about myself.
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I'm 30, something you know.
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Right, I'm a middle adult Gosh, darn it and I'm still learning more.
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Don't be holding up.
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If anyone wants to know, you can send, send the unlearn podcast the message, let us know how much you like it and then, uh, first three people, I'll send my age.
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We're trying to get our likes up, all right.
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Like subscribe, follow, okay, but I really think that, like you know, you really have to have a safe place.
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Like, yes, I need to know who I am to a certain extent, but when we were 19, 20, girl know who, girl know who I am no, no, you're right, and I don't see.
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I'm not saying like know who you are fully, but know enough about yourself.
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We know enough to know.
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We, like gospel music know enough to like, and then go go into that place operating like, and you know like, we went in there and we were like we, you know, you know Ruth Abigail's in the alto section, I'm in the tennis section, you know we wasn't even like in the same.
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You know we weren't like having conversations during gospel choir rehearsal, right, I would just see it was like at the time the gospel choir was deep too.
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It was, like, you know, probably like 40, 50 people on the gospel choir.
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I really wasn't paying her too much attention until until we both talked about, you know, other things that we like, but we both went hard, like we were there every practice.
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We were like you know, and then, like the very next year, both of us were on these X sophomore year and then that's when it like took off, right.
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But I think a lot of our and I think the other thing is, I think the thing that has also made our friendship thrive is that we had to learn to live in difference and I think that that has always been kind of like a cornerstone of who we are, just as just as friends, just as just as people growing together.
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You know that it has always been, you know, ruth, and I say, like our foundational friendship scripture, you know, is, you know, iron, sharpens, ironens, iron, because we was like this all the time.
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But I learned how to be myself by being around somebody who didn't always think like I think or who wasn't always considering what I was considering, wasn't always considering what I was considering Right, and so there were some things that I had to grow in and become more of.
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But as I, as I engaged with Ruth Abigail, she was becoming stronger in who she was.
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But it wasn't because we were so similar is because we were so different, and it really worked in our favor.
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Yeah, that's.
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That is crucial, and I hear this a lot in.
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Why it's so hard to make friends is because we have very, very low trust barriers.
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I'm sorry, high trust barriers, in other words it's hard to trust right, we got high walls.
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We got high walls, and this idea of even getting to the point to where you're able to sharpen each other takes trust, because, you know, I couldn't, I wouldn't be, I wouldn't be a better person if I didn't allow Queda to rub up against some stuff that was uncomfortable, and vice versa.
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And but the only way, the only way she gets to do that is we build a trust and I and, and so this is interesting.
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What do you think about this?
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And I, I think this is gonna help.
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I hope this connects.
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But when we were in college, facebook had just taken off a few years earlier.
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Right, we didn't have it on our phones.
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We didn't have it.
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It was not a.
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I mean, I kind of cringe at my Facebook post.
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Oh my gosh, when Facebook memories comes up and reminds you what you were talking about in 2007.
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I was like oh gosh it's embarrassing.
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I mean the things that we put out there we thought were funny it's just like okay, that wasn't our primary way of communicating.
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It wasn't on our face all the time.
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So it's almost like we had time to build trust with a human.
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Because we weren't you know, the speed of trust automatically slowed down yeah, what do you think what do you think?
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what do you think?
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Uh, would have been different for our friendship if we had had the same level of access to social media as there is today.
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Like, do you think it would have made a difference?
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Oh my gosh, Like immediately so many things come to mind Like number one, like I think social media for us now is like I go to social media to laugh, like I go to social media to be entertained and it takes up so much of my mental space.
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You know like, even when I'm like on the phone with people, like I'm sending memes, you know like I'm on my way to bed and I'm like hold on, I need to find at least three funny things you know before I go.
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But it really does.
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You know we, most of our friendship, is encapsulated in these hilarious moments that nobody else would know.
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So there is like a real running in our mind of all of the memories that we've made together and that you know.
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Like you remember Fry that Chicken when we found that on YouTube.
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Fry that Chicken, fry that Chicken.
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Fry that chicken.
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Fry that chicken, fry that chicken.
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Yeah, we gonna fry that chicken.
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Yeah, everybody want a piece of my chicken.
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Okay, alright, go ahead.
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I got the bed.
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I got the bed.
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I'm gonna fry this chicken in my hand.
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That stuff, stuff.
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It was like we were sitting there building the memories together.
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We're not going to talk about the songs we wrote while we were in college.
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Yeah, we did.
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We could have cut a record, we were going to Making songs, but I feel like we were building memories together, Whereas now I feel like, not that people aren't still building memories together, but their relationships are based around their online like lives, Like they have an online version of their friendship.
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Yeah, we didn't have that Like our Facebook.
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We really only talked to each other on Facebook during the summer and it was once a month, and so I just feel like we've lost.
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I feel like this.
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I'm not going to say that they lost or that they're at a disadvantage, because I really hate trying to frame it like that for them I agree, but they are definitely living a very different reality where connection has to be more intentional and, I think, building community.
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I think that you can't negate the necessity of being in person with people you know and making sure that, like you really find time to to engage one-on-one with people and not just at parties, because I feel like you know also, I don't remember being as busy as some of these students are college students all day and they are like I got three jobs.
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I'm like yo we was chilling, we were working, we went to Furman, so we were studying.
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Ruth Abigail was not studying.
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I just want to let y'all know that I don't know I ever saw her study, not one time.
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But we glad she made it out and everything like that.
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I'm here to put a business out, that's what I'm here for, but I just don't.
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I just think that they have to be more intentional.
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I think that, and I think that you know social media, you're always building an image.
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You know, like you are like, oh, I gotta be the flyest, oh, I gotta be the cutest, oh, I gotta be.
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You know, I gotta say the funniest thing, I gotta find perfect caption.
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You know, like you gotta be intentional about being real or you're not going to grow.
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If you are still trying to live that social media life and you're trying to replicate it in your interactions with people in the daily world, you are going to miss your opportunity at building genuine connections.
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We are not building images out here.
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We are not building images out here, right, we are becoming people of purpose, people of destiny, people who have, you know, things that they are hoping to accomplish and hoping to become and hoping to produce.
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But social media is all about.
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I can like throw up a picture right now, make myself look 30 pounds lighter, okay, and make myself look real good and be sitting here eating a bag of chips, Right, you know?
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I just think that it prevents people from being real with each other sometimes because they don't know how to separate it.
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No, and I was.
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I was thinking that same thing.
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Like we, we had, we had authentic.
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Like we met each other in an authentic way on a regular basis, like we met each other in an authentic way on a regular basis.
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There was no pretense.
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There was no, there was no, there was.
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Our world of comparison was a lot smaller.
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And so you know I think that also helps you to accept people in a different way, you know.
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And so, yeah, I think I think all those factors matter, but that doesn't it doesn't mean to say that we can't have genuine relationships.
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Now, like you said, it takes intentionality, it's a little tougher, and I think it's so much more crucial and this isn't something we don't know, but we know how badly COVID affected people when it comes to community, and it just busted wide open this desperate need for humans and for connection.
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And so I think it's a great time and it's a right time it still is to begin to pursue that, because there are more people out there that are itching for it in the same way.
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You are Right.
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Like this is not.
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It's not.
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It's not just you.
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You're not alone.
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People need that connection and need that community, and I do think that social media can help begin that.
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I think the issue is it doesn't stay there.
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If it stays there, like you were saying, that barrier is a lot thicker.
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when it comes to an authentic relationship, it's very hard to do that and also you know you learn this, I think, as you get older.
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But the truth of the matter is very few things are actually gratifying that aren't hard.
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I mean the things that are that actually take the work, take your, you know, blood, sweat, tears, for all intents and purposes, sweat and tears, for all intents and purposes and like just really push you right beyond what you feel like your current capacity is or it challenges you.
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Those are the things you should you you really learn to cherish.
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You really do, and so real life friendships are worth the time.
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They're worth taking the time and I'll also say, because I don't want to present, like you know, like an image that our friendship was always perfect, Like it took, like when I say there was like a butting of heads, like it took.
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There were times where it was.
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Are we still?
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We about a year.
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For about a year, I didn't know if we were gonna make it.
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Yeah, and this was in college you know, like this was in college, like I was like I don't, I don't know that we're gonna make it, but you know what always kind of brought us back to it was I was like this what we have like the potential of who this person is in my life, and you get to a point where one you miss your friend.
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And you also get to a point where you realize I was better.
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I was better when I trusted.
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I was better when I was open.
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I was better when I was vulnerable, like there's something that this relationship does for me that I can't do for myself, and I think that that's everybody.
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And I think that that's what we realized in COVID, because there were probably some people at work that you may not have liked as much, but when you were sitting at home by yourself for four months, you was like you know what?
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I was better with Susie.
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You know I was better.
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I was better with the people that I, that I liked and the people I didn't like.
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Right, because there was there was growth in community, there was strength in community, there was new, there were new ideas.
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